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I know you gonna read this post one day . I'm just posting what i feel .
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 || 8:09 AM
Is an old pic !
Suddenly when i saw you with your smile,
which you faced me,
i was surprise .
200708 was the date that given for us to be together .
i still remember the first and last kiss .
do you ? i hope .
We have been together for almost 5 months ...
But when we broke up,
after a few months later,
almost everybody was accusing me while they forget why i did that ?
while they forget the words that you said to me which have broken my heart to pieces .
not once not twice but many times .
i know it was just words and i tried to be a strong women .
but i can't I'm sorry .
When time gone by after loving you so much,
back to the hating you so much ...
i think my love you has come back ?
but like what you said you don't have the faith anymore .
For me what i can say now , " i don't have the faith ! " .
I'm scared of the challenges that i'm facing now while there is many obstacle that i have to face .
is not that easy.
I still remember got this day,
I've counted on how many time you look at me ?
hahaha . it must be crazy .
if i must not be mistaken it was 15 times .
isn't ?
Many people ask me if there was a day when you ask me for patch ..
what will i answer ??
My answer is " dunno" .
if you change to be a better person and be a gentleman .
i will think again .
but if you just say for the sake of saying only but not doing ,
i will definitely say no .
If you change i change .
I still remember the first month,
you've promise me something but you broke the promise.
But i did not faced a mad face towards you .
Because i know if i did that nothing gonna change you ...
If i did that, i'm like forcing you ...
if your inner self don't want it for what rite ??
that's why from that day onwards i won't make anymore promises with .
haiizzz ... i hope we can be back like last time .. as friends ??
btw what i've said is from the bottom of my heart .
ok nite2 to my dearest wants ...
byebyebyebye .
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