The past three days I've been suffering a lot . Coughing for 24 hours . When night time my voice will change, Fever will rise up . Difficulty in sleeping because it is hard for me to breathing properly and also i feel so restless and weak . i can't move around to much . And Yesterday i sacrifice myself to go to popular with a pale face just to use up my voucher . If i did not use the voucher it will be a waste . Unfortunately i go alone): . I don't want to disturb anyone just to follow me go to buy things for awhile . Yesterday it was rain and it was damn cold for me . Luckily my brother was at home accompany me or not i will be alone .The first night, father woke up early to see whether I'm ok and then he bath all that and when to work . Yesterday i sleep not laying on the bed but sitting down on the bed it is because when i lay down and sleep i seriously cannot breathe . Only god knows how i'm feeling all this while . My friends don't know that i suffer like this . When i talk to my dearest RauRau she may seems to think that i'm ok . But it is only for a short while because i cannot breath properly .& i can't stop the cough when i'm talking . So that's why i end the call quickly cause i don't want her to know .Every breath that i breathe it is already hard for me to face this . I dunno when will this end . Tc people .