Is not that we want you do be with him, it is just that during that time he still can't accept what is going on all of a sudden. Don't you realize when Didik asked you, you wanna be with him or Dzakir and you said dunno.. dont you know by you saying "DUNNO" already stab him to his heart maybe the word broke up and yr "DUNNO" is even worst. Do you know why? by saying dunno it totally tells that you have feeling for both Dzakir and didik and its hard for you to make the decision. he was confused and cant let the matter rest and let you happily slips away from his life. Being 2 years plus with him, doesnt it effect with your life? Or you have already replace that DZAKIR to didik? get my point?? You said " I CAN NEVER BE FAITHFUL TO HIM, ONLY HIM."why now then you suddenly said that? what i see when that guy suddenly came into yr life and make you fall in love with him and then now you suddenly cursing didik by saying with didik ONLY i will confirm betray him???. wth?
Putting you all the blame?? for godness sake, i tried to hear your side of story and so that i wont get any misunderstanding.Fyi, i don't blame you. I'm just angry and disappointed with you. Even though you are not yet attached with him yet, he is the one that you are in love with now. or should i say TTM?? scandal?? brother?? friend??? schoolmate?? bestfriends?? huh?.... You dont really know them well but at least yr friends know you well then us right?
You label US hypocrite and your explanation is that " when you need me you come and look for me, but then when you got them you forget everything"??? And what about the rest?? why you call the rest hypocrite?? Then, about "when you need me you come and look for me, but then when you got them you forget everything".. I'm just confused, what are you trying to say??? huh?! YOU GOT ALL IT WRONG. you are just being sensitive and misunderstand it all. you're just mistaken by pictures and what you see by your own eyes but you never ever took the initiative to try to ask and listen. Instead all you do is misjudge it and make the situation worst. Oh god, telling you the truth I FUCKING BLAME HIM FOR ALL THIS FUCKING CRAP. IF IT WASN'T FOR HIM GO INSIDE YR LIFE, THIS PROBLEM OF RELATIONSHIPS, MISUNDERSTANDING etc AIN'T HAPPEN. THATS WHY IF I SAW YOU I PRETEND I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT WHEN I SAW THAT GUY I WILL FUCKING LOOK AT HIM AND TELL HIM IN MY EYES AND CONGRATULATE HIM FOR EVERYTHING.
Its not your intention but you just don't realize it. KARMA? why scared of karma, you did nothing wrong right? so... why scared of karma. If there any typo error or whatever I fucking don't care cause i'm fucking tired of all this. Because the more i say the more you rebel. And also sometimes what i say to you, you still don't get it. SORRY if i ever hurt your in anyway and... If there still you're not satisfied with in this post and you wanna reply, go ahead. But this gonna be by last post to you. Take care & Good bye my dearest.