Changing to be a better person is hard. But for one to realise a mistake tht made takes time. Sometimes, no i mean most of the times when im alone i tend to think of the past and the stupid mistakes ive made be it physically or verbally make me feel shitty. I dont know how am i suppose to get rid of this thinking or think the positive way. All i could do its remind myself to becareful of my words or my motive when i say something. For me, suddenly to become a quiet person is hard. All i pray everyday is may allah swt guide me to be a better person day by day. Everyone is nt perfect so i hope the people i love always goes to allah swt and remember him. Cuase i feel his the only one who help me to calm my heart and soul when nothing else does. So whenever a journey back home from work or going work or basically being alone when i start thinking negative things i start to recite something. Alhamdulillah it helps to stop from me thinking more deep which can make me go crazy if not haha. But syukur alhamdulillah for everything till today. Alhamdulillah☺️