a wonderful me.

Emotional.

2012-02-13T13:27:00.001-08:00

Sad to see that everything were just useless.

I miss this girls...

2012-02-03T11:38:00.001-08:00

She will always be my model ;) hehe.

2012-02-02T12:52:00.001-08:00

Hello my people!

2012-02-01T12:46:00.000-08:00

It has been so long i nvr blog or update anything cause i was busy with a lot of things that i cant really have time to seat back, relax and reflect about the days that i wanna blog about. Heheh, sorry for that. A lot has passed.. My exam results, problems, school and many more. Anyways the last few days of 2011 i went to DUBAI!!! Heheh. It was a fun trip since dubai is the one country which i really2 wanna go.. So yah, my dream came through! Hahah. Bought only a few stuff cause i haven got my pay yet at that moment and i dont wanna owe my mother a lot of money so i spent only a few stuff... Hehe. Their food we amazing but i mostly ate indian food! Haha weird rite? :) blablabla...
So fast already 2012... And now february! Freaking fast or what huh... Need to get a new job soon cause i really need cash on march! �� hehe. Ok guys shall update more and soon! Chioow!

try out.

2011-12-25T07:54:00.000-08:00

my art work.

2011-09-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

I just need someone right now who never ask why and just hug me straight away.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!!!!!

2011-08-31T11:47:00.001-07:00

Different color but still united! <3

Selamat Hari Raya to EVERY Muslim out there!

hari raye is getting near.

2011-08-20T03:44:00.000-07:00

Hari raya is getting near. Problems keep piling up. My to-do list is full with limited time i don't think i can make it.

OMG!!!!

2011-08-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

SHE RE-TWEET MY TWEET!!! hahah.

I'm so happy ^^ wth. hahaah. Anyway, if you guys don't know who is she. Her name is Michelle Martinez, she is a singer. She usually do covers and original songs and post it at Youtube(obviously!hehe) I would post down below her original music and the music video "Crushin ft Traphik" down below. But i'll prefer listening without the music video.. hehe. enjoy ^^

school.is.slack.these.days.

2011-08-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

hello. back. to. school this days during the month of ramadhan, its been great so far. Get to meet up with the girls, break-fast together and talk, laugh so loud like we usual do. Gonna meet my other ladies soon.. *can wait* hehe. Rough arguments and misunderstand of communication has occur at school... not normal but yeah.. just that the true color are out. Hope it recover soon.. hehe. have blast day people chiowww~

That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber Cover Feat. Syakir & Reefy

2011-08-10T11:33:00.000-07:00

HDK & BYRON BUCAO PRESENTS: EMANON

2011-08-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Sara!!!

2011-08-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday my dearest Sara.. ilyf :D hehe. have a wonderful day and i hope you like the surprise! hehe. take care my dearest! haha.

WetWetWild :) hehe.

2011-07-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

When to WWW 2 days before fasting month.. hehe.

helllooooo.

2011-07-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan is coming soon. Totally cant wait ^^ I wonder what is gonna happen.. especially in school and also is there gonna be any changes in everything?? hmm... anyway~

Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puase! :D

everything is back to normal.

2011-07-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

School resume. EVERYDAY exclude Friday, my school ends 5PM! =.= sick school. but Wednesday i start at 1pm Yeay! hehe. A lot of assignment and project is being given all at once, sigh. just have to endure it.. damn.

Movie dates.

2011-07-04T08:44:00.000-07:00

It has been 1 month plus of holiday, now than we get to see each other. At last we get to meet and have fun like how we usually do (: awesome day! ^^ love you guys lots♥

I just wanna pour everything out here. So here i begin...

2011-07-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

Where is the caring and sharing has gone too?!? It hurts me when the conversation about the stories is being shared in front of me when in the first place you are not telling me about it. It makes me feel awkward and while you and them were talking i was thinking what i should do now?! what should i react now?! and also my mind keep making clueless judgement. Questions and answers were running through my mind at that moment also. Sometimes i wonder who i am to you, and what do you regard me as? Were all the sweet talking and promises are fake? i wonder. What you thinking, stories or secrets you hid or not sharing with me , i will eventually know cause i know you too well that sometimes it makes me hate you at times. I feel like confronting you and ask you promptly why you are doing this to me. but i didn't cause it totally need a lot of courage. Are you grabbing attention from me? Are you making me ask? Are you making me feel clueless? (cause i am) Are making me leftout? Are you happy doing this to me? huh?! Sad plus disapointed with you. haizz.. There's more i wanna tell but my emotions are hard to explain in words. i just don't get it! sigh.

for once, give in can? you old enough kan -.-

2011-07-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of fighting. When will you stop?

down.

2011-06-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of trying to push this and that so everything will be perfect and just nice, but with my effort alone? it sucks.

holidays.....

2011-06-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hey! i know recently i keep posting videos more.. it may look boring.. but seriously try watching it.. so yah.. so far my holidays are great but it ending soon.. so fast! =.= a great chalet gonna be held before my holidays end. yeay!! totally can't wait especially with wonderful babes.. teehee :)

Father Day just passed.. when out but only with parents and amirah at JB.. ate delicious food (seafood! yumyum) hahah. and shopped a little bit and when home going to midnight? i think.. heheh. Today i decided to spend my day at home because the minute i go out.. my money to go out .. i totally cant control it so thats why i decided to stay home and slack in my room the whole day ^^ hahah. till next post... chiooww!....

ReQuest Dance Crew- ReBuilt

2011-06-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Coldplay - Every Teardrop is a Waterfall - David Choi Cover

2011-06-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

Gahh! imy ):

"Rebecca Black Swag" 2011 MC Showcase

2011-06-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

damn! he killed it!

Myspace is my Ex Girlfriend

2011-06-13T03:52:00.000-07:00

hahahhahahahahha!!

hello.

2011-06-13T01:50:00.000-07:00

I dunno what to do today.

I.aM.mE Official ABDC DemoReel

2011-06-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAY has START!!!! YEAY!!!

2011-06-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

Yeay! Exams are over! Totally not confident about the results. i have the feeling it will be bad. so yah.. its over.. now the positive side! HOLIDAYS has start! but ): money getting lesser.. haiyah.. need to start working back and not making my holidays plain and boring.... and plus so gonna miss my school friends. haizzz... so yah... have a good holidays people... enjoy....

back.

2011-06-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

They are back (:

i know you can.

2011-06-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

Be strong my dearest

SARA EDORA IMIN.

Always keep smiling, and put your head up cause you're a wonderful, beautiful and bright girl who always makes everyone smile. I'll be there for you if you need me & everybody got your back.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST ~ :D

Lawrence Devera | Jae Millz - Green Goblin

2011-05-30T09:13:00.000-07:00

where???

2011-05-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

Where are you guys?

JB TRIP!

2011-05-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

JB TRIP!!

When JB with classmates. Not all but only 28? i think. hahah. but not only our class, 4 to 8? hahah. Although it was hot and humid day but it was awesome experience and enjoyable trip to JB with wonderful friends :)

hie

2011-05-04T07:53:00.000-07:00

hello people.

halo.

2011-04-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

OK i'm back. dad is ok. Me, i'm better but still have the cough here and there. update next time! bye(:

sickk.

2011-04-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

ok people i'm sick. Yes, me and my father. haizz.

Without You - AJ Rafael (NEW Original)

2011-04-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

i love you AJ! :D

My All (Mariah cover)

2011-04-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

it made me cry.

life.

2011-04-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

I feel like giving up and tired most of time. Sometimes what i do it end up getting inside the drain. how sad and disappointing it is. my addiction are back and it is so hard to stop. arghh. how worst my life can be.

Price Tag (Jessie J Remix) Raelynne Rosales Feat. Mike Kim

2011-04-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

the girl is so pretty! plus her hair too!! :D heheh.

WWW with babe.

2011-04-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

ello.

2011-04-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

nyeheheh. hello peeps.

ok bye. :S

ICE CREAM

2011-04-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

craving for this :P

:D

2011-03-31T08:12:00.000-07:00

what the hell.

2011-03-30T09:31:00.000-07:00

YOU DON'T FREAKING GIVE ATTENTION AND BRING IT UP IF IT IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM. SO DON'T EVER START A FUCKING PROBLEM JUST TO SHOW YOUR ATTENTION. AND BLOCK SOMEONE JUST TO GOSSIP OR YOU'RE JUST BEING A COWARD. DAY BY DAY I'M NOT MISSING YOU BUT THE ANGER JUST TURN TO HATE.

:D

2011-03-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

Be happy and smile always my dearest :P

updates!

2011-03-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

So much has happen. So many days has passed. Now currently 3.00am and i'm tired plus sleepy. Many things i must accomplish but yet had not be done. These week and next week everybody gonna be busy, for me not sure. See how it goes. Gonna sleep now. deuces peoples! ;P

Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey (Remix/cover)

2011-03-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

When to zooo~

2011-03-24T11:20:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late reply, been busy lately... here's my reply~

2011-03-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

How weird? Come to think of it, if it was didik, do you think he will go upstairs to your house and go in knocking on your door room with yr parents at home even opening the main door for him?? hmm... I even knocked on yr door room whispering at your door room and asking why didn't you answered my called and the worst part was when "you did not opened the door and let me know what is really going on and listening from your side". Before that happen i called yr house you didnt talk to me but instead you let me talk to no one and suddenly hear a beep2 sound. You wont even answered Didik's or my calls, how do you expect me to think? Didik called me many times and plead to me and others to help him. At that point of time i was being push to the middle and dunno what to do and to be with whose side. So i decided to go to your house in the middle of the night to solve the matter.

The main point that hurt me the most was that by you dont opening the door it makes me feel like you don't trust me anymore. In the end of the day i came down stairs crying and pleading to didik to go home and let it be some other days to solve the matter. Do you know, while waiting for you i was praying to god that at least let didik go home and rest or even let him go home and solve the matter the next following day and at the same time i don't wanna this to affect our friendship (but it eventually did). Another thing, I didn't reply yr message cause i read yr message late and it wasn't yr number so i wasn't comfortable replying it .. Btw it took 1 week for you to realize that, then you said sorry?? O.O

Is not that we want you do be with him, it is just that during that time he still can't accept what is going on all of a sudden. Don't you realize when Didik asked you, you wanna be with him or Dzakir and you said dunno.. dont you know by you saying "DUNNO" already stab him to his heart maybe the word broke up and yr "DUNNO" is even worst. Do you know why? by saying dunno it totally tells that you have feeling for both Dzakir and didik and its hard for you to make the decision. he was confused and cant let the matter rest and let you happily slips away from his life. Being 2 years plus with him, doesnt it effect with your life? Or you have already replace that DZAKIR to didik? get my point?? You said " I CAN NEVER BE FAITHFUL TO HIM, ONLY HIM."why now then you suddenly said that? what i see when that guy suddenly came into yr life and make you fall in love with him and then now you suddenly cursing didik by saying with didik ONLY i will confirm betray him???. wth?

Putting you all the blame?? for godness sake, i tried to hear your side of story and so that i wont get any misunderstanding.Fyi, i don't blame you. I'm just angry and disappointed with you. Even though you are not yet attached with him yet, he is the one that you are in love with now. or should i say TTM?? scandal?? brother?? friend??? schoolmate?? bestfriends?? huh?.... You dont really know them well but at least yr friends know you well then us right?

You label US hypocrite and your explanation is that " when you need me you come and look for me, but then when you got them you forget everything"??? And what about the rest?? why you call the rest hypocrite?? Then, about "when you need me you come and look for me, but then when you got them you forget everything".. I'm just confused, what are you trying to say??? huh?! YOU GOT ALL IT WRONG. you are just being sensitive and misunderstand it all. you're just mistaken by pictures and what you see by your own eyes but you never ever took the initiative to try to ask and listen. Instead all you do is misjudge it and make the situation worst. Oh god, telling you the truth I FUCKING BLAME HIM FOR ALL THIS FUCKING CRAP. IF IT WASN'T FOR HIM GO INSIDE YR LIFE, THIS PROBLEM OF RELATIONSHIPS, MISUNDERSTANDING etc AIN'T HAPPEN. THATS WHY IF I SAW YOU I PRETEND I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT WHEN I SAW THAT GUY I WILL FUCKING LOOK AT HIM AND TELL HIM IN MY EYES AND CONGRATULATE HIM FOR EVERYTHING.

Its not your intention but you just don't realize it. KARMA? why scared of karma, you did nothing wrong right? so... why scared of karma. If there any typo error or whatever I fucking don't care cause i'm fucking tired of all this. Because the more i say the more you rebel. And also sometimes what i say to you, you still don't get it. SORRY if i ever hurt your in anyway and... If there still you're not satisfied with in this post and you wanna reply, go ahead. But this gonna be by last post to you. Take care & Good bye my dearest.

Heres the story.....

2011-03-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

It totally hurt me how you turn me down just like that. I DO MISS YOU, I STILL LOVE YOU but your ignorants, arrogant, yr not in the fault attitude and i don't need you guys anymore attitude, shows.... how do you expect me to feel?? happy for you??

After all of this happen, i decided to forget you from my life cause it seems that you don't need me or others anymore. But it is totally hard. So thats why i decided to delete you from FB, ignore you and pretend that i dunno you and forget all of what has happen and lead life as usual. but deep down i still cannot forget how we spent laughing with each other even though you cant control yr anger at times. i stay strong but it totally took so long for me to overcome this. Suddenly you came back and said you miss me is totally surprising. You have yr new Boyfriend, AFIQAH & new friends to be happy.

"US" you push us aside and label some of us as stranger and hypocrite. without me you still be happy right? i'm nothing to you thats why i said why bother missing me. but for me you actually mean everything to me. You, hazirah, hawa, ain, aliah are special to me. you disappointed me and totally hurt me . i know this sound ridicules or emotional, but after knowing you and being friend with you for so long andsuddenly being turn down, push aside and look down for just a guy? how can that not hurt me. i hope you get my point and realize your mistake and push aside your ego for once and know whats right and wrong. I wish you a happy and wonderful life ahead. :')

My father acts like my brother ;) ilovehim♥

2011-03-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY FATHER :)

holiday!!! YAY!!

2011-03-21T08:48:00.001-07:00

HELLO;P

Holiday started!! weeee! 3 weeks :D so loving it! hahah. but i have a small problem): having holidays is great but have holiday but no money for what? hahhaha. i wanna work. haiyahh. i just can't keep asking my father for money. i feel bad man. sigh. hahah. anyways... my make-up collection is growing!! LOL. my make-up bag is too small too fit all of my make up. i need to buy a bigger compartment! hehehe. and i'm thinking of bringing down few frames from my first 2 shelves and turn the shelves into my make-up place :D teehee.. still thinking how should i put it. i need to plan and design it then the rest i'll pass it to my father :D hehehe. hmm... theres a lot i must do during these 3 weeks of my holiday. a lot of assignments & projects. haiyohh. but one of my project is done:) hope i'l finish all in time & have relaxation at the same time of the stress i'm gonna have to endure doing those assignments and projects... heheh:D

This kinda compartment? (: gotta a lot of saving to do! heheh:D

I had people fun:D

2011-03-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

MY PEOPLE.

2011-03-19T10:01:00.001-07:00

i'm bored! hahaha.

Rihanna - Take A Bow

2011-03-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

missing this song ):

2011-03-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

heart shape♥ .

mates.

2011-03-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

i miss you girls.
:(

One Way - U Drag

2011-03-11T22:21:00.000-08:00

Its one of those feel good R&B songs that u hardly get anymore these days.

wuhuuuuuuu~

2011-03-11T00:28:00.000-08:00

i love my nails.

Finally

2011-03-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

yes ahh! happily smiling. hehe. cause after all the stress!!! finally!!! everything is over. hahah!! :D

TEEHEE!!

Dumbo's Choreography to "Hide and Seek" by Afrojack

2011-03-10T00:49:00.000-08:00

pictures.

2011-03-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

missing synergy.

2011-03-03T06:25:00.000-08:00

I miss those time.

Rough week(s).

2011-03-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

It has been really a rough week since last week. Although i did laugh and smile most of the time but deep down inside my heart the pain, sadness and problems keep adding up.

heyho.

2011-02-27T05:50:00.000-08:00

yeah~

You've change.

2011-02-26T18:40:00.000-08:00

i'm totally dissapointed in you. you've change. i dont know whether you realise it or not but yah, you've change. you are not like who you were last time. i'm really sad that you've change till you yourself forget your close friends. And your long relationship which you sacrifies a lot through years of being together with him. and then when one day another guy came crushing the old you and make you change to be another person. i fucking cried cause i'm fucking sad on how you turn me down just like that as your friend. you really crush my heart. no more words can say to you anymore. )': goodbye my dearest RAUDAH.

DANIEL JEROME | "Talk That Shit" by CHRIS BROWN

2011-02-25T09:36:00.000-08:00

wahh.

2011-02-25T09:19:00.000-08:00

i miss this freaking place! i wanna go back to US!!

arghh.

2011-02-21T07:52:00.001-08:00

One day, i'll show a middle finger in your face and tell you how fucked up i'm towards you. fuck.

;(

2011-02-13T05:46:00.001-08:00

I'm seriously disappointed and angry with at the same time. I went speechless for 5 sec while my heart is burning inside when you told me. You look and may seem that i'm just your friend but deep down inside my heart i totally care for you like my own sister...

In my mind i keep asking myself did you really did it or this is just a joke when i already know the truth .. but the question keep popping up in my head cause i still can't believe it cause i know you a smart, intelligent and beautiful women who can take care of yourself. but instead it happened. how i regret letting you alone at that time. haizz... but at the same time i can't do anything cause there is no use. i love you babe. take care & meet you soon~

mess is all i can say for now.

2011-02-12T21:20:00.000-08:00

everything is in a mess..

imiss you.

2011-02-11T09:33:00.001-08:00

my dearest ain:D

2011-02-03T17:55:00.000-08:00

I MISS YOU GIRLS ;D hahah.

happy chinese new year.

2011-02-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna buy this online soon!! hehehe.

my fingertips are getting itchy and starting to online shop again... erghhh! so addictive. since its chinese new year, many shops close and its getting boring staying at home. nothing to do but... watch tv? play lappy? eat? drink? talk? sleep?....ergghh, so boring.

happy birthday.

2011-01-31T21:32:00.000-08:00

happy 17th birthday my dearest hazirah :D

These Four Walls

2011-01-22T01:25:00.000-08:00

happy birthday.

2011-01-20T08:43:00.001-08:00

wahh so fast 17 ALREADY! nvrmind, happy birthday syafiqah! HAHAH. :P

SOREAL STUDIO TV : QUICKIE WITH DUMBO

2011-01-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

crazy girl :D

2011-01-03T09:53:00.000-08:00

I KNOW I"M CRAZY :D hahahah!

I've just had to get it! hahah. so tempting when i saw them! hahah, wth! For this type of palettes brand i prefer BH cosmetic than coastal sands if you guys know what i'm talking about.... if not just act understand :D or not don't read from this sentence onwards, cause i'm gonna brag about these products more...hehe. so yah, lets continue... this is 120 eyeshadow 1st & 2nd edition . on the Right with many vibrant color is 1st edition & on the left is 2nd edition. but ... the 2nd edition totally looks like the 3rd edition which is the 2010 edition. i heard that 4th edition which is the 2011 edition is coming soon.. but dunno when... ^^ i think i gonna get it IF the colors attract me! heheh. so yah i'm loosing money all because of buying these things either online or at the shop itself! anyway i don't care... cause i love them! :D hahah(:

Happy New Year!

2011-01-02T09:19:00.000-08:00

hey peeps! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! :) Please let 2011 be a wonderful year cause it started great during the countdown:D hahah, but yahh.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! BE GOOD OK 2011! hahahah. 2011 changes all..... a new school, a new environment, new friends & more! hope it be good! especially first day! arggh! hahaha! nothing can be said more ... i don't want to make any resolution cause i end up ditching them:P ! ahaha. so yeah~ have a wonderful year ok peeps :)

ANDREW BATERINA - GOTTA BE YOUR MAN (MUSIC BY - CHRIS BROWN AND DRAKE)

2011-01-01T03:30:00.000-08:00

:)

2010-12-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

I just realise how cute i am;D

byebye:(

2010-12-27T17:43:00.001-08:00

GOSH so gonna miss you guysss!!! espeacially :D ehem2!! hahah watever -.- aniway. It has been a pleasure serving you guys. will be back soon! i hope :)

ConceptART

2010-12-24T10:40:00.000-08:00

Chris Brown 'THIS CHRISTMAS' Daniel de Bourg cover

2010-12-24T08:30:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

GRENADE by Bruno Mars (Parody)

2010-12-22T00:30:00.000-08:00

MAKE UP!

2010-12-21T10:37:00.000-08:00

these make-up is getting me crazy! ahaha! i'm so gonna buy more and collect more! grrr!

2010-12-20T08:03:00.000-08:00

DOPE MIXTAPE! SO LOVING IT! :D

Nlevel results is coming! hahaha:D

2010-12-16T09:24:00.000-08:00

hey yo! i know tomorrow is the day.. i mean today! hahah, is like 1:25am! few more hours to go! grrr... so dunno what to expect.. but yahh... nervous? yes, but abit. lazy? yes, a lot! hahaha. excited? yes! to meet my teachers & friends! hahah. today, i mean yesterday... spend my day as per normal since is my off day.. cause if not i'll get freaking more nervous! hahah. went out with rau, watch movie, shop, eat, talk, laugh, window shop(in random order)....... went home at 10+? thing so... ahh watever lahh hahah... gonna off this lappy soon... nites~

Jay Sean - Down Cover by Zeenol

2010-12-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

His version really make my heart melt:D heheh.

Hold My Hand-Michael Jackson (Duet with Akon) (cover) Megan Nicole

2010-12-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

my wish for Christmas~

2010-12-08T22:32:00.000-08:00

i miss you.

i wanna see you.

i wanna talk to you.

i wish....

:'(

another episode~

2010-12-04T11:12:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh, I really dunno what am I gonna wear for prom night :X the theme is black and white -.- haii... so yahh.. if you all realize I change everything at my blog here... cause its been years since I last touch my template xD heheh. so finally I have the urge to change! like finally! hahah yay! (: been busy this week did nothing much but work. ok then~ chioow! :D

Tong Hua (童话) Cover - English/Chinese + Violin/Trumpet by Jason Chen & J...

2010-11-30T02:30:00.000-08:00

2010-11-28T11:29:00.000-08:00

HAD FUN ;D

thanks:D

2010-11-24T11:34:00.000-08:00

Thanks for everything(:

speechless

2010-11-23T11:20:00.000-08:00

I'm totally disappointed in you & nothing to be said to you anymore but just silence.

2010-11-15T11:38:00.001-08:00

hello:D

TaeYang- I Need A Girl Beatbox (Cover Collab)

2010-11-14T02:52:00.000-08:00